I’m really tempted to go on DIY and it’s very reassuring to know it’s an option, I’m still scared of needles though, but I know that I can basically overcome most of my anxiety if it means relieving gender dysphoria.

I’m not in the US and injection are sadly not predcribed where I live, I am stockpiling my gel though, but I can’t get much more than what the pharmacy allows…

Welp, that’s terrifying. I’m planning to get an orchiectomy as soon as possible but it’s expensive (I’m a student) And the waiting lists can be a bit long.

Hopefully my estrogen supply never cuts off ;(

I blush extremely easily when I’m aroused or embarrassed . My previous partner used to rely on it to see if her flirting worked and even tried to push it as far as she could to see how red I could get. The answer is very, very red! Even my chest starts blushing at some point! When I have an orgasm I’ll often be blushing all over my body. Apparently it’s normal and I don’t have any health problems…

Also my sense of smell is insane, and I can touch my nose and my elbow with my tongue.

Same issue, I still use nix on m’y laptop because it’s neat as can be, but I have to admit developing on nix can be quite a hassle if you don’t go it “the nix way”, moreover some packages don’t work as well because nix doesn’t link binaries the standard way (zed editor for example)

It’s not done, but I’ve replaced VSCode and haven’t felt the need to come back, moreover If I were to go back I’d miss Zed because it’s just that good.

Like it feels so light and fast 🤤

Yeah you can turn off the AI it’s not mandatory, besides, it’s really fast, has built in support for LSP’s , custom themes which are easy to make, vim mode out of the box, extensions, and some GitHub functionalities.

I was using Kate because electron is too much of a hog on my system and zed works insanely well (it’s slightly slower than Kate though but not very important)

I wish you could turn off the automatic downloads on zed though (or have a prompt to confirm the download) but it’s really shaping up to be a great text editor.

In my experience, pretty cool people I happen to be one of them, I will say though, there is a lot of elitism in the metal community.

Math, so so much math…

Thanks for your words, I often feel like looking like a woman is this unattainable goal, and I guess not reaching for it feels comforting if that makes sense?

I don’t let passing prevent me from living, I do basically what I want transition wise long hair, women’s clothing, perfume, you name it. but I really really really want to pass, because ultimately it would reflect what I really am on the inside. Now I feel torn like my soul is split between what I am and what people think I am.

I don’t know, I feel this sub is more of a happy place, I don’t want to ruin it, especially since positive trans spaces are hard to come by

I agree but if I go to the women’s bathroom I’d still immediately get kicked out :(

That won’t change for years until I get my maimed face fixed…

I haven’t gone on 4chan since the first few months of my transition, I just have to be real with myself at some point, I might never be treated like a woman in society because I might never look like one. I just don’t know how to cope…

5 minutes alone by pantera, I mean come on…

Ok girl, I get your point but I don’t think we should eradicate a whole species for our convenience, I’d rather we give the people access to healthcare so that the illnesses carried by mosquitoes don’t kill anymore.

By the way I’m actually allergic to getting stung by these pests, if one decides to go for my neck I go to the ER.

🫂

Definitely do it helps more than you would think<333

I’m still boymoding partially because of my beard, I hope it will be gone soon !