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how the SRS feels? pain? aethestic? dilatation? price or its covered?

i would prefer zero depth SRS or nullo, i hate vaginas and dicks plus its less risky

but seems like only orchie affordable, danke putler…

i want FREE surgeries like in progressive EU countries such as france

i know trans women from russia, she a year in france by lgbtqia+ shelter in VERY UNSAFE environment and she is poor now but she getting free surgeries right now… already done tracheal shave, going soon to BA

but i dont like her rly, as well whole russian trans community such as centre-t, t-action etc etc

how to get rid of face dysphoria: dont compare to cis girls at my age, they fucking DOLLS, mostly with TON of makeup, older women look normal but sometimes with TON of lip filler, i fucking hate doll industry in russia, in every house in my SMALL city at first floor there beauty salon

FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY or how russian laws never work,
offical website of plastic surgeron in Ekaterinburg,
which have Feminizing & Masculinizing surgeries which says THEY ARE FOR TRANS PPL ALSO
and he still doing BA and FFS INSIDE RUSSIA without gender marker change
Matveev a petersburg ffs surgeron also not cencor at all his trans FFS work
so is only SRS illegal in russia? also prices are democratic too, maybe i should get FFS some day

idk for me it only for a moment then one day my state maybe okay by next day my head is trash

i suspect is prolactin flustrating(confirmed by three labs when a day before was horny)

i understand that is natural process that should be exist and IT MUCH MUCH better than on T and low libido but heh dysphoria

my castrated cat also still maintaing him sexual function…, so it more about psychology not hormones, funny that him pp also didnt athropy for a years without testosterone

i want compression underwear to tuck better

maybe should try

don’t planning

1. scary
2. scary
3. pain
4. where get good surgeron
5. where get momey
6. not that much dysphoria more about function and size

if not it i definitly would get zero depth vulvoplasty (im ace) or nullification(better)

realistic is get orchie and less is penectomy

hmmmm how costs nullo? if its cheap it possible to make it … especially in thailand like in russian propagandist TV(its easiter much to get in thai and costs also than somewhere in EU) or turkey, serbia is also VERY easy to travel here

i take sertraline but it useless should i ask my psych to change to that definitly get ER?

no, i would taking cypro but Teva stopped manufacturing it and androcur under sanctions(how the fuck other bayer meds exist but it disappered after war)

OUR!!, OUR RUSSIAN!!!)))) Pharmasyntesis making cypro but is get out of stock super fast(100℅ is only OUR RUSSIANS girls buy them) even if lucky can get cypro injections

idk about bicalutamide is available casodex, teva, and OOOUUUR generics

spiro, idk i dont like it

i seen resellers in moscow with all ru delivery they sell estradiol valerate injections (neofollin) from czechia for ~30 eur for one box

but those sites look strange and scammy eg same title and photo for multiple diffrent sites

yay cool !!

injections? are you in US ?
i not seen much prescribtion injectables in EU market except neofollin

and there no injections at all in russia (((((((

idk, i wanted to be programmer but situation on the market says nobody wants junior

also attestat(document that you end a school) will not mention homeschooling, because still pinned to school

im year on estrogen lol, and mom not against it here is more about expression, social role

meow meow

im always hated moscow i hate this megapolis

bashkortostan and in young city in the north borders with udmurtia(try to find on openstreetmaps)

moscow is stupid putin dick lickers i seen videos from moscow from tatar-bashkort and many moscowians nazi bullying them thinking that they from middle east or armenia georgia but THEY BORN IN RUSSIA IN RUSSIAN ETHIC GROUP

and even video with semi passable women to the whole runet that she trans that is bad in moscow but i think just women with trouble passing

st petersburg i dont like climate anyway i hate megapolises

honestly i think it safe enough here and i ~passing so no problems

want i leave russia? honestly no i dont fucking care in which govrenment i live

parents are supportive, with hrt, ok with transitioning after social problems such as school, and some other

my mom bought and chosen women jacket for me by herself, and omg its soo light and comfy have enough space in hips and overall look good, she said to try pink hoddie stayed in the fitting room before us

they ok with name change

being independently from them is lose hrt “sponsor” :3

also they avoiding deadname, and gendered words like son, etc but still doesnt gender me as girl and honestly i dont care much because there no triggers like son deadname etc

also do women & girls in your area wear hyperfem clotches like dresses, skirts? in my area I VERY RARELY see women wearing dress or skirt especially young

so im also didnt want them

heh im venting here now because my psychotherapy start only from next week and then every week

also i have similar feet of dad sister her is 39-40 EU, my shoe size 40-41 EU mine larger due flat feet but not androgen expouse, my dad is ~43 also on hrt feet became feminine and smaller old shoes sits too freeit was 41 EU ALSO it changed the angle in x ray now it more “healthy” my mom shoe size is 36 EU (is too small for 160 cm… often she hard to find right shoe because is more child) interesting but all my female relatives ~160 cm height dad is 177 cm

dad sister really have unhealthy weight we are similar height and im also same pre hrt, pre psych pills now im ok face shape is something similar to dad side female relatives

my mom didnt have body hair at all until hormonal disbalance high DHT, 2 nmol T and im doesnt have at all even after super high T and DHT

interesying but after hrt i rarely feel cold, usually more warm on high testosterone i feel more cold, in childhood also feel more warm

also my mom complexed in teen ages about breast size