I’ll look into it. Thank you. I don’t have the means to learn for real right now but I intend to one day. Hopefully it won’t be so long.

Yeah. And?

I’m scared to learn. Mostly because of trauma.

Edit: I just remembered this clip from the movie WarGames and I relate.

Windows is that as well.

This is the best meme i’ve seen in ages. I’m dyin’ rn.

We have one. It’s pretty inactive. Last time I posted there someone was giving me shit for pissing in the sink. Like why are you here? lol.

What is unclear?

I just wanna be a house husband.

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Ah, a man of culture.

I’ve never met anyone homeschooled who wasn’t a fucking idiot.

That’s pretty crazy that it’s called the Epstein ballroom.

Honestly no, but I wouldn’t mind being proven wrong.

Your eyes appear blue to me.

It’s been a few years. I was rebuilding myself. For context, I used to be a pretty shitty person. People tell me I wasn’t that bad but I hate the person I used to be. I actually felt good about myself for the first time in my life and was happy. Due to a combination of factors I rebounded heavy on the self loathing and depression and have been that way ever since. That was a few years ago.

I’m quite fond of Russian art.

Yes, I also pee in the sink.

This is a pretty common for people with OCD. She wasn’t obsessed with wanting to use knives on people. She had an irrational fear that she somehow would use it on someone. The treatment in this kind of situation is exposure therapy. Basically your therapist gives you a knife and makes you spend an hour holding it.

eventually it will stop happening.

Unless you have OCD.

Intrusive thoughts are a pretty normal thing. Therapy is only necessary if it causes the person significant distress.